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This is my life now...Time to forgive and forget.
Time to move on.
Yet why is it so hard?
Why does it keep nagging in the back of my head?
The stress is pounding on my shoulders.
The helplessness is pulling me under.
The fear is shaking me furiously.
The frustration is tearing me up.
Then I see it.
That strip of hope.
That strip of light.
I feel happy again.
Those few days of misery are past.
I am going to move on.
Not let the past drag me down.
Their words will not harm me.
Their ignorance will not tear me down.
I'm going to forget about it.
I'm going to move on.
This is my life now.
I am in control.
I will do whatever it takes,
to reach my goal.
This is my life...
From now on till the end.
Emotional livesResentment boils
Resentment boils in a pot of hatred.
Anger sizzles on a pan of fury.
Acceptance lives on the healing powers of forgiveness.
Happiness floods the river of joy.
Rejected melts the candle forgetfulness.
Sorrow drowns the cup of sadness.
I want to tell you...I want to tell you what I think.
I want to tell you about the forbidden word that tears me apart.
I want to show you that I am more than a monster,
more than that person you talk to.
You make me feel something,
a foreign Emotion.
I see you and my heart flutters,
a strange sensation.
I seem cold and tough on the outside,
everyone sees me as the heartless killer.
Is that all I am?
Is that all I will be?
You make me smile.
You are everything to me.
You gave me a purpose outside of the family.
You intrigue me,
spark my curiosity.
But I am a killer.
A emotionless freak.
I want you to fear me,
so you'll leave me be.
So I won't hurt you.
That would destroy me.
I am the head of a family.
They should be my first priority.
you changed that.
I don't know how you did,
or why you make me feel...
Almost Perfect... "Hey your Jeremy right? From my science class?" A young teen girl asked brushing her golden hair back from her face. She was a petite girl, beautiful with golden curls and bright blue eyes. Almost perfect....almost. I cocked my head, so few imperfections actually. Her hair was a bit messy, to many stray hairs. That would be an easy fix. Her nose was a bit crooked and her left eye was more closed than the other. Those would take some time to fix, but that's all I have. Time. However I was slightly surprised, I am rarely confronted.
We were in the park, the sun shining down on her hair which made her all the more close to perfect. The park was mostly empty due to the chilling breeze. I nodded gazing at her, "Samantha correct?" I finally replied. The girl seemed thoroughly thrilled by this "Yep that's me, silly Samantha, the most popular kid in school" she laughed. I thought for a moment trying to see what was so humorous. Another perfection, her
Vampire Knight review Vampire Knight, an amazing anime (and manga) that truly just combines the epicness of vampires, school drama, love triangles, kick butt action scenes, and excitement. For those of you who haven't read, or seen it i'll give you a quick summary. There is a school that has two main classes. The day classes, which consists of humans, and the night class, that consists of vampires. The headmaster created this school to bring humans and vampires closer together. Yuki Cross and Zero Kiryuu are guardians. Their job is to keep the day class from figuring out the night classes' secret. Kaname Kuran is the president of the Night class. He's a pureblood vampire, which they possess powers and what not. I won't give you much more so as to not spoil it. Which if you don't want it spoiled I suggest you stop reading here.
Anyways I've been conflicted on who I thought was cooler, Zero or Kaname. To tell you the truth I have no idea. They are both really cool in their own ways,
Heat Wave (SherlockxReader)Summary: It's a bit warmer than usual and John and Sherlock aren't too happy about it and it leads to shenanigans involving water balloons.
In the flat of 221b, a certain army doctor and consulting detective were grumbling and complaining. The weather was a quite a bit hotter than usual, and with no air conditioner the heat inside was merely growing. They were very irritated with the heat, but even more irritated with you because you were paying no attention to it.
“Look at her sitting there so calm and complacent, acting as if it doesn’t feel like a furnace in here,” Sherlock said to John.
“Sitting right here Sherlock, I can hear you,” you said as you kept your eyes on your phone.
“Well I’m glad you can hear me because I would like to point out that you are being ridiculous,” he responded.
“You’re the one with a bag of frozen peas on your head,” you retorted.
“They’re not peas they’
Cool Dad (Tony x Teen Daughter!Reader)‘Your mama don’t dance and your daddy don’t rock ‘n’ roll,’ you sang as you flipped your flapjacks, dancing around the kitchen.
Tony walked in, happily watching as his daughter made a fool out of herself. She made him proud, whether she was dancing around in her Black Sabbath t-shirt and boxer shorts or not.
‘Your mama don’t dance and your daddy don’t rock ‘n’ roll / When evening rolls around and its time you hit the town/ Where do you go --- You gotta rock it!’ you belted out, still not aware your father was watching. ‘Your old folks say that/ You gotta end your date by ten-‘
Little Mischief- (Daddy!Levi x Mommy!Reader) 
* A/N: So I have a song for this one! I highly recommend you listen to the song while you read! It's really fitting! I hope you enjoy this cuter piece! Im sorry if its ooc for levi but in my defense we all get ooc in the face of people we love dont we? And just imagine as a dad/parent what you would give for your children~~
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“Okay, Isabel, Farlan, your daddy is going to be home today. I have to stop by base because Aunt Hanji needs something. Now, don’t wake him up, and don’t be naughty okay?”
“OKAY MOMMY!” Both of them chirp back in unison. Although you have no faith they would really not bother Levi (cue the mischievous glints in their eyes) you still threw in the caution due to witnessing the less than peaceful demeanor Levi contained even in sleep. You bid the two goodbye as Isabel and Farlan look to eacho
Community Service (Avengers x Reader)‘Stark, Barton, (l/n), Romanoff, Rodgers, and fancy pants over here,’ begins Fury, nodding over to Thor. ‘Welcome to day one of Community Service! Thanks to your failing to follow orders repeatedly, yes I am looking at you in particular, Stark, (l/n) and Barton,’ he paused, ‘You have all landed your sorry asses here.’
‘How come Bruce isn’t here?’ Tony whined.
‘Banner was given a day off because unlike you six, he didn’t do things like put laxative in my food, did he Stark?’
‘So, community service huh?’ you challenged smiling. ‘In a park? Why here? Oh, lemme guess, we’re on garbage duty!’
‘You will be helping the groundsmen by lopping down trees and putting them in the pickup. Make sure only to knock down the trees marked with a red ‘X’. The area is closed off to the public, only you and the staff are allowed in the perimeter is that clear?’
Modern AU! Armin X Reader~ Stand Up
Modern AU! Armin X Reader~ Stand up
"Welcome to tenth grade History."
The classroom was dead, students hunching over their desks like zombies; some drooled on the wood as they decided to catch up on sleep. A selected few decided this class was worth enough to stay awake, and then there were the straight-A or council students sitting in the front, planning on sucking in every ounce of knowledge the teacher will give them. This particular class had a large percentage of 'Rogues', a category in the school that classifies the delinquents in the grade. They chose to sat further away from the front, shielding their faces from the teacher's line of sight.
A tall figure stood in front of the chalkboard, his arm extended out to write on the green surface with thick, white chalk. His other hand was in the left pocket of his dress pants, making his movements the perfect balance between professional and casual. His white collared shirt was tucked un
Hide-and-Seek with a Side of Terror (SamxReader)Summary: During a game of hide-and-seek Sam in unable to find his own spot and makes you share yours.
It was a hot day in Sioux Falls and you and the Winchesters had decided to enjoy the nice weather. After Dean found a deck of cards, you and Sam set up a playing table on the porch. You had asked Bobby to join you but he said he needed to do some repairs and disappeared in the salvage yard. After a few hours of games, you eventually grew tired of cards and began looking for something else to do.
“We could build a card house,” Sam said throwing his cards on the table.
“It’s too windy look,” you said, pointing at Sam’s cards that had began to slide across the table.
“I’m sure we can think of something. Something simple though,” Dean said as he leaned back in his chair.
“Tag?” Sam suggested.
“No too much running,” you replied, taking a sip of your lemonade.
“Duck duck goose?” Dean
Sick!Iceland x Reader: Laughter (Ch.1)
Emil is a very close friend to you. You've known him for many years and you're even considered a part of his family. You began to date him a little over a year ago. It's awesome dating your best friend. And you love being a part of his life.
But about one month ago, Emil became very sick out of the blue. His brothers thought of it only as a stomach flu. Vomiting five times or more a day was not a normal symptom, so he was checked into the hospital right away. Now that's where he spends most his days. You miss the times you would hang around his house, travel in family vacations, or even talk on the phone. Those things are now difficult to accomplish dealing with Emil's sudden sickness.
You make your way to the front counter of the hospital and ask for assistance. Its a big building fairly easy to lose yourself in. A kind nurse leads you to his room. "He's sleeping right now." She whispers, smiling. You thank her before she returns to her job.
You quietly walk into Emil's room. The sun
Lovely Douches1. Green
Leaf desperately fought away her lustful urges as Green shoved her against the wall, inching his face closer to hers.
"I told you I wanted to get comfortable!"
"Let's get comfortable in my bed."
White stared at the greenette blankly as he held the lollipop out for her to take in her hands.
"What's this for, N?" She blinked as she tilted an eyebrow in confusion.
The man-child merely grinned ear-to-ear like a child.
"Silver told me to order you to lick my lollipop!"
He grinned as he pulled her into his arms, using his cue stick to bar her in.
"I know all about every kind of breeding, baby," he winked, licking his lips as she blushed madly.
"You need to take a bath, Sapphire," he sighed, wrinkling his nose as she shifted in his lap, shooting him a sharp, deadly, glare.
"I hate baths," she growled.
He inched his lips so close to hers s
...a cross-necklace [ Germany X Reader ED]
You took you hand out of the hat and looked at the piece you took.
“A cross-necklace!” you said in surprise. You didn’t know who it belong it.
“Alfred du Idiot! How can you just take my necklace?!” somebody screamed loudly and took it away really rough. So it was gone and you looked at you blank [s/c] hand. You looked up and saw, how Ludwig had grab Alfred really, really rough at his collar.
“There are just a few things which are important to me and this necklace is one of it.” He exclaimed.
“Come on! I think you exaggerate.” Alfred said. You jumped up and touched the strong arm of Ludwig. He looked at you pleased face and did understand to let go of Alfred. He sight and Alfred came back on earth.
“Thanks for saving me [Name]- Ahahahaha! The hero needs to thank you.” Alfred laughs loudly. You shook you head and rolled with you [e/c] eyes. He was such an idiot, you thought.
“Alfred you cannot walk around and stealin
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